Journal Entry

It is not about the quantity of time he lived that holds significance, but the impact he had made.

I have lived 20 months without you, every day wishing it was just a bad dream. I want you back, not to put you back into your suffering...

Today, ten days before my ahya Enzo’s 18th birthday I have finished the 5th book from his collection, All Bright Places.

Today was the day I pictured my dear Enzo on stage, standing tall and beaming with his high school diploma but that will never happen. In...

When God called my child to dwell with Him above, I sometimes question the wisdom of His love. For no heartaches compare with the death...

Our dog, Marcus, passed away this morning. Mixed emotions. I cried while praying for Enzo. I am happy that they are now together in...

January 28, 2021. I turned on your computer. I don't know what to expect but I got caught up with the saved mp4 on your desktop. I...

40days had passed...when asked, how are you? How are you feeling? Are you okay? Musta na? I have nothing to say because I am still broken...

It has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me and James: shock, broken, helpless, and confused. But for me, the most overwhelming is...

One fine morning, I stood beside him, seized the moment he allowed me to share his spot with him. My sweet Enzo was no longer a little...

Feeling beyond helpless, I could feel our dear Lorenzo was very quiet and lonely about something, I didn’t even know about what, much...