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Wednesday, 11152023
It is not about the quantity of time he lived that holds significance, but the impact he had made.

Cindy Lucero
Nov 15, 20231 min read
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Tuesday, 09272022
I have lived 20 months without you, every day wishing it was just a bad dream. I want you back, not to put you back into your suffering...

Cindy Lucero
Sep 27, 20221 min read
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My Letter To You After We Lost Our Son
My dear James, The day Enzo went back to our Creator, I drifted away but you brought me back. You were my rock during the worst days of...

Cindy Lucero
Jun 19, 20222 min read
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My Son Missed His Graduation
Today was the day I pictured my dear Enzo on stage, standing tall and beaming with his high school diploma but that will never happen. In...

Cindy Lucero
May 27, 20223 min read
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My Email to Heaven
My dear Enzo, It’s been about 1 year, 3 months, and 11 days since you returned to our Heavenly Father and I miss you. Everyday to...
Cindy Lucero
May 8, 20224 min read
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My Tiring Life
Enzo's previous teacher sent this to me thru messenger. His poem was submitted and published in their school paper in 2017 when he was in...
Cindy Lucero
Feb 16, 20221 min read
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A Year After
When God called my child to dwell with Him above, I sometimes question the wisdom of His love. For no heartaches compare with the death...
Cindy Lucero
Jan 27, 20223 min read
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Monday, 09272021
He made me a mom, a role that has transformed my life in ways I could never have imagined.
Cindy Lucero
Sep 27, 20212 min read
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Oh My Grief Is Crazy
Don’t keep your grief hidden. Put your sorrow into words. The grief you keep inside will whisper in your heart until it breaks. -William...
Cindy Lucero
Jul 17, 20215 min read
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Bye Marcus
Our dog, Marcus, passed away this morning. Mixed emotions. I cried while praying for Enzo. I am happy that they are now together in...
Cindy Lucero
Apr 24, 20212 min read
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You Are My Sunshine
January 28, 2021. I turned on your computer. I don't know what to expect but I got caught up with the saved mp4 on your desktop. I...
Cindy Lucero
Apr 2, 20212 min read
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Day 40: Dear Enzo
40days had passed...when asked, how are you? How are you feeling? Are you okay? Musta na? I have nothing to say because I am still broken...
Cindy Lucero
Mar 7, 20213 min read
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Day 32 without my Enzo
It has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me and James: shock, broken, helpless, and confused. But for me, the most overwhelming is...
Cindy Lucero
Mar 1, 20212 min read
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Time's up!
One fine morning, I stood beside him, seized the moment he allowed me to share his spot with him. My sweet Enzo was no longer a little...
Cindy Lucero
Feb 17, 20212 min read
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Shattered Mom
Feeling beyond helpless, I could feel our dear Lorenzo was very quiet and lonely about something, I didn’t even know about what, much...
Cindy Lucero
Jan 30, 20212 min read
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