Journal Entry

Because you’re more than one moment in time. Your love lives

It is not about the quantity of time he lived that holds significance, but the impact he had made.

I felt so much love just to hear other says your name. I thank God for your constant presence knowing you still touch our lives.

I have lived 20 months without you, every day wishing it was just a bad dream. I want you back, not to put you back into your suffering...

A huge part of my grieving is self-blame. My son was more likely me. I remember growing up, I was absorbed in fantasizing and imagining...

My dear James, The day Enzo went back to our Creator, I drifted away but you brought me back. You were my rock during the worst days of...

Today, ten days before my ahya Enzo’s 18th birthday I have finished the 5th book from his collection, All Bright Places.

Today was the day I pictured my dear Enzo on stage, standing tall and beaming with his high school diploma but that will never happen. In...

For the first time, I’d spontaneously laughed because of Potchie. It was genuine, no guilt attached, and it felt warm.

My dear Enzo, It’s been about 1 year, 3 months, and 11 days since you returned to our Heavenly Father and I miss you. Everyday to...

When God called my child to dwell with Him above, I sometimes question the wisdom of His love. For no heartaches compare with the death...

Almighty Father, thank you even if it hurts big time... even if I don't understand. James and I had a heartfelt moment. Once again, he...

My dear sweet Vito, You and ahya are our life greatest blessing and we love watching you grow together! But there are things beyond our...

He made me a mom, a role that has transformed my life in ways I could never have imagined.

I wish this particular “Wayback Wednesday” was wacky, witty, and waggish. Unfortunately, it was despairing, heartbreaking, and grieving....

Don’t keep your grief hidden. Put your sorrow into words. The grief you keep inside will whisper in your heart until it breaks. -William...

My Dearest Enzo, It's your 17th birthday!!! This year is a huge different. You are up there in heaven, and we're down here celebrating...

January 28, 2021. I turned on your computer. I don't know what to expect but I got caught up with the saved mp4 on your desktop. I...

It has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me and James: shock, broken, helpless, and confused. But for me, the most overwhelming is...

Feeling beyond helpless, I could feel our dear Lorenzo was very quiet and lonely about something, I didn’t even know about what, much...